Love is a learning experience

Ok so... I was troubled this morning because my partner and I had a very brief moment of hostility towards one another before I went to sleep.  This always makes me question whether I should continue in a relationship.  Yes, I know that it is normal to have disagreements, ect ect so they say but I always need to be reassured after moments of disagreement.

So this morning I awoke and asked a few questions about my relationship and the attitude I should take.  All of the cards were very positive and for the most part told me that I needed to take the higher road of spiritual enlightenment and selflessness.

Ok so I didn't want to hear that he was using me and I needed to leave him, but .... this was also not what i wanted to hear... after asking serval different questions it finally occurred to me how trivial the matter was and that we had more important things to focus on and to work toward.  I realized that I had some growing to do.

Love is a learning experience.

Instead of hassling him about the VERY BRIEF event ... I continued in the energy that the cards recommend... even though everything in me wanted to wake him up and fuss about everything that was bothering me.... So i begin to meditate and begin to realize how selfish and childish I was acting.  My guides recommended that I be still and quite and watchful of him today.

The first thing this man did when he woke up... was go to the kitchen to start some water and brought me a tea bag for my tea.  I continued in silence and submission as he wished to prepare my tea.  I took a shower and when I got out there was tea and a banana waiting for me.

Now ... everything in me wants to be fussing about what is occuring to me now as a very silly argument... and what I've learned is to see the big picture and to take the higher road rather than giving in to my lower self.

Some things just aren't important.

Love and kindess is.